Several weeks ago, I landed up on this site called TheWhyILog and it got me thinking about why I myself am doing this? Though I did touch on the topic when I resurrected sneaker.org now that I’ve been doing it for a while, I think I could write more about it so…
Blogging is a weird thing. At some level it goes completely against my fears of privacy and security and at a different level it has become somewhat addictive. I guess the inklings of becoming a blogger probably started when I put up my original home page (what I now call vanity pages) and began posting weekly updates on what’s new on the page; but I never got completely hooked until recently I think it was around mid-july 2000 when I really go into it. But why? I’m not an extroverted person by any means, so why would I get so addicted to blogging? Why wouldn’t the fears of security and privacy take precedence over the urge to share information over a public medium?
To a large extent I, and possibly several other bloggers as well, treat this as a vent, a release, something to let the pressure out lest it muster inside to the point of causing a devastating explosion. Especially, when you’re not sharing the stuff inside your heard with another person – and that could be for multiple reasons, either you don’t have anyone you can share it with (an s.o.), or you’re not comfortable sharing it with the people who you know would care (family and friends), or you’re just afraid of only a few people knowing what you think. In either case, and possibly in several others, blogging becomes the substitute and a damn good one at that.
My fears of privacy and security still come up every once in a while and possibly taint my entries somewhat, however, for the most part there is a security in public anonymity, as I have described it earlier. The web becomes the audience. An audience you do not know and so cannot for the most part fear. What you write is public.. available to everyone… so there are no secrets and if there are no secrets there is less to worry about. It’s an open book. What I write in my blog is an open book. If you care enough to read it, more power to you.
The reason I started blogging was because I just had to (and still have to…) get things out of my system. The biggest thing being my immense frustration with irrationality, followed closely by my need to widen my circle of friends which, as I realized a bit too late, had dwindled into a null set during the time I was going out with my now ex-girlfriend (nearly 4 years). So there was a void I needed to fill and blogging filled it for me. It gave me an outlet and has also helped me to get closer with some of my existing friends since even though we may not discuss what I write about on my site now know me better than they did… to be a social recluse who often thinks too much 😉
The one other thing I hoped to achieve by blogging was to come across people who have a head on their shoulders. I’ve found that most people who blog seriously (about more than just this is what I did today) are generally all highly intelligent, well read and mature individuals. Similarly, my site is really targeted towards people who think and those who like to think. To drive the point home by use of an exaggeration: Stupid people annoy me and since I can’t find enough people with adequate clue in real life, the Net is the medium that may help me establish contact with people who may have learnt to make use of their ability to think.
So why do you blog?